im such an idiot why am i feelin like crap nw? a decision made on impulse a regret tt is hauntin me every second all i have to blame is myself i took away the best thing tt happened to me i destroyed my own happiness i destroyed a testimony of love all by my very own hands i cry for the loss of my life for not treasurin tt 'gold' infront of me cried like there was no tml but i made a promise to him and i should nw keep it but can i really not waver abit? i can no longer see the light ahead i cant be slippin back into depression can i? no i cant,i must not i am juz livin a lie nw. everything around me seems to be juz dissipatin soon ill be back in my shell once agn where i was yrs ago ill be left livin in tt dark room juz me and me and me alone once more in an empty world with nothing nothing at all nothing to hope for everyday nothing to look forward to in my life
my wishlist!!** hairstyling kit addidas shoes
fcuk white pants hula&co slippers birkenstocks haviana flip flops/shirt
warehouse white&black silk top new sneakers(converse?) sandals bag! ipod levi jeans!
nice perfume pretty shades mango black&white top blazer brown girl boxers
ikea green snake! get my ops over&done with lose weight(5kg!)
stripy shorts denim shorts nicenice red specs from shop in wheelock!
copper x:odus ballet shimmer notebk bk
